i'm so ready for a break. i'm upset at myself for falling back into old traps and bad habits at the end of this semester. i was going strong and keeping my grades up, but things have been slipping. i've been distracted lately, and when i'm distracted the first thing to suffer is my schoolwork. i really need to learn how to handle my emotions better. i can't let them interfere with what needs to be done. i'm just dealing with so many new emotions for the first time, i haven't quite figured out how to handle them all. i suppose most people have their entire adolescence to learn to cope with these things, i put it off for 21 years and now i have to learn all at once. sigh.
Posted by bwu at December 10, 2004 09:06 PM